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[pale_blue_arrow]

This is Brendan Frye. If it's urgent, you might have a better chance o' tracking me down on foot. If I'm not answering, chances are I've gotten in over my head with something, not that I'm refusin' to give you the time of day. So leave me some words and I'll get back to you as soon as I don't have a fire to put out.

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[siriusly]

No, I understand. There's nothing OK at the end of the day for killing someone. Still...it's not just me who would be dragged down if I decided to let that lay too heavy on me. I know that too. I promise that even though this is a mess, I'm going to deal with it and be OK when all's said and done.
And so are you it sounds like...I'm relieved.
Please be patient with me while this all goes on. I promise I'll try to keep you as informed as I can from this side.

[pale_blue_arrow]

you don't have to promise me to be okay. just promise me you'll talk to me when you feel shitty and i promise to be there for you when you need me, okay? i may not be the world's greatest boyfriend, but i can do that much for you.

i'm safe and sound. right now my only concern is you being alright and getting you good food when you get out, because prison food is slop. i bought a couple of japanese cookbooks. i can make you a decent meal now.

it's not you i'm impatient with, it's the system.

[siriusly]

You're already thinking three steps ahead haha...
Thank you for that. And for all you do. I forget I'm older than you, when you can be this collected and thoughtful about things when I'm in a pinch...

[pale_blue_arrow]

i'm trying to minimize your stress levels. you're always there for me when shit goes south, so if i can make this a little bit more bearable for you, then that's what i wanna do. you know i love you.

to be fair i AM taking college level english literature, so apparently i'm not as young as you'd think, at least on some intellectual level. if you have trouble sleeping when you get out i can read you the more boring stuff they're having us go over, that always sends you right to sleep.

[siriusly]

You say that like it'd be a slog but right now it honestly sounds amazing...this can't be over fast enough.

[pale_blue_arrow]

hey, if you want to crash over at my place when this is over and just unwind for a couple of days, i'll stockpile food and high brow books in advance. i just wish i knew the system here well enough to find a way to get you through this faster.

[siriusly]

It's OK. If anything I'll at least learn a lot from this side of the cell...
But I'll definitely take that offer. I'll keep looking forward to it.

[pale_blue_arrow]

at least they put you in a single cell. kara, the evil-ex of mine? got put in a four person one and two of the other girls were white supremacists. had to hide under the bed and scream for two hours before the guards got her out. which explains her attitude about the police, really.

i've set up the spare room to be a better guest room - more blankets, some stupidly cute plushies, spare clothes. you're always welcome to come over and crash whenever you need it. scout's happy here, archie likes you and i can't wait to introduce you to scarlet. she's shy, but i see why you couldn't resist getting a pet now. they bring a lot of light into life.

i recorded all the best scout-and-scarlet interactions on my phone so you can watch them when you get out. it's like having kids, we've gotta catalogue all these precious moments.

[siriusly]

I'm definitely not going to have a time line that...the others arrested are separated so there's no opportunity for a fight.
But I'm glad those two are getting along. I'll look forward to seeing what they've been up to...

[pale_blue_arrow]

good. i need you safe and sound so i can hug you without hurting you when you get out.

they are best friends. i don't get their friendship but then again i don't get how i ended up with you so i feel like our pets are a good representation of us. just fuzzier.

[siriusly]

So...the quoll teases Scout with lewd jokes to see him react?

[pale_blue_arrow]

well, she DID lick his underbelly and that got him freaked out briefly. she's a baby, she'd still be nursing normally, so she's got some instincts she's working through. she and scout seem to have moved past the incident, though.

and give yourself some credit, you've gotten a lot better about dealing with my crudeness. and i've gotten better about not being crude. case in point, i have not made a single joke about prison sex in this entire conversation.

[siriusly]

And I appreciate that...

[pale_blue_arrow]

honestly part of it is that the idea of you EVER having sex in any context is too ludicrous to even joke about. you're just not that kind of guy.