one of the last things she said to me was that i need to stop torturing myself. i try not to. but sometimes thoughts just fall into my head and i can't shake them.
but you're right. she wanted me to be happy. she always wanted everybody to be happy. so i owe it to her to at least try. even though it's hard.
no subject
Date: 2017-06-17 01:45 am (UTC)but you're right. she wanted me to be happy. she always wanted everybody to be happy. so i owe it to her to at least try. even though it's hard.