constellation are predators, you shouldn't feel bad about them getting to you. monsters know how to get to the best of us. and you're still doing good anyway. once we've got them out of the picture, your life is gonna be a lot better. not perfect, nothing's ever perfect. but better.
if you keep talking down about yourself with all this 'i don't deserve this' and 'i'm not worthy of that', though, i swear to santa margarita y las flores i will send texts to both your boyfriends saying we tried knifeplay and you're not into that kink but you've got a hair kink they may wanna explore. stop invalidating yourself and putting yourself down and ripping into yourself for every mistake. it doesn't fix the mistakes and it doesn't do your mental health any good.
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if you keep talking down about yourself with all this 'i don't deserve this' and 'i'm not worthy of that', though, i swear to santa margarita y las flores i will send texts to both your boyfriends saying we tried knifeplay and you're not into that kink but you've got a hair kink they may wanna explore. stop invalidating yourself and putting yourself down and ripping into yourself for every mistake. it doesn't fix the mistakes and it doesn't do your mental health any good.