My judgement was compromised from the moment I got here. It wasn't because of them. Maybe falling in love with Yuri complicated things further, but I will not apologize for it.
Otabek is newer. It's too early to say love, but it could be, in time. I feel excited, and vulnerable at the same time. I am serious about him, even if it isn't as deep yet. They're keeping me from spiralling.
But I am out of control. He's right. He was cruel about it, but he was right. A couple days before my clone attacked you, something happened, and I thought I was over it because I can leave the house and go to work and plan elaborate dates but I'm not.
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Otabek is newer. It's too early to say love, but it could be, in time. I feel excited, and vulnerable at the same time. I am serious about him, even if it isn't as deep yet. They're keeping me from spiralling.
But I am out of control. He's right. He was cruel about it, but he was right. A couple days before my clone attacked you, something happened, and I thought I was over it because I can leave the house and go to work and plan elaborate dates but I'm not.
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It's a lot to unload on you. I'm sorry.