yeah. i need to get my shit together. if i can. i'm trying, anyway.
i don't know. better, but if i'd gotten help sooner maybe i wouldn't have made so many stupid decisions and hurt people since i got here. or maybe i would have anyway. i don't know how much of my shit is me and how much of it is the bipolar thing. but i think it's getting easier not to snap at people, at least? so there's that.
this completely violates my therapist's standing order not to engage with you but i missed you. i wanted to text you before. i just don't want to mess up your life again.
how're you holding up? after the whole clone thing, i mean.
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i don't know. better, but if i'd gotten help sooner maybe i wouldn't have made so many stupid decisions and hurt people since i got here. or maybe i would have anyway. i don't know how much of my shit is me and how much of it is the bipolar thing. but i think it's getting easier not to snap at people, at least? so there's that.
this completely violates my therapist's standing order not to engage with you but i missed you. i wanted to text you before. i just don't want to mess up your life again.
how're you holding up? after the whole clone thing, i mean.