oh, you want the truth? the truth is i love you and no one will ever be able to love me back because i'm used goods and nobody wants sloppy seconds and i know everybody can see it on me somehow whenever i talk to them
the truth is i was supposed to die back home, i didn't have a plan that would let me serve justice and get out alive so I went with doing half of that
the truth is i've had nightmares every night since i got here and drinking is the only thing that gives me a chance of not having one
the truth is you can't help me because nobody can because i'm broken and shattered and way too far gone and i want help but it just doesn't fucking exist
...truth is supposed to be freeing but none of this is anything other than depressing.
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Date: 2017-07-02 03:12 pm (UTC)the truth is i was supposed to die back home, i didn't have a plan that would let me serve justice and get out alive so I went with doing half of that
the truth is i've had nightmares every night since i got here and drinking is the only thing that gives me a chance of not having one
the truth is you can't help me because nobody can because i'm broken and shattered and way too far gone and i want help but it just doesn't fucking exist
...truth is supposed to be freeing but none of this is anything other than depressing.