my life has been out of control for so long i don't know anymore if ever was actually under control.
i can't do this anymore. and by this i mean life. i've been raped, i've lost my kid, i've held my girlfriend's body, and then i got here and i got stabbed, threatened, blackmailed, tried to kill myself and then found out we can't die here.
you're entitled to make bad decisions but i feel like i should warn you there's no point to being friends with me. i'm done. i don't have anything left to offer anyone. i don't even want to try. i haven't left my room in days and honestly everything seems to be going better.
i'm tired of making things worse for people. including you. i want you to be happy. and i'm not sure being friends with me would actually make you happy at all.
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Date: 2017-07-02 05:29 am (UTC)i can't do this anymore. and by this i mean life. i've been raped, i've lost my kid, i've held my girlfriend's body, and then i got here and i got stabbed, threatened, blackmailed, tried to kill myself and then found out we can't die here.
you're entitled to make bad decisions but i feel like i should warn you there's no point to being friends with me. i'm done. i don't have anything left to offer anyone. i don't even want to try. i haven't left my room in days and honestly everything seems to be going better.
i'm tired of making things worse for people. including you. i want you to be happy. and i'm not sure being friends with me would actually make you happy at all.