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i think you're using the fact you blame yourself to justify not getting help. i think you classify us differently in your head so you can rationalize acting like a dad to me and running yourself into the ground.

i think you're full of shit because being full of shit is easier than being honest and your truths are too big to take so bullshitting is going to fail catastrophically. maybe not right away but eventually.

and then you'll be the one in lockup.

unless you turn yourself around, right now. get help. stop playing this internal blame game and just be real about the nightmares going on under all the cute animal pics and jokes.