It felt good, in the moment, but I think we would have both regret it, had we not controlled ourselves. It isn't that I didn't want to.
I really, really wanted to.
But I wanted them both there more.
My problem is general anxiety, I think. It is important to me that if it happens, everyone means it. I want to be in love and be loved in return, I want everyone to want it the same. I understand that most peoples' first time is with just one other person. The idea feels exciting, but also overwhelming.
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I really, really wanted to.
But I wanted them both there more.
My problem is general anxiety, I think. It is important to me that if it happens, everyone means it. I want to be in love and be loved in return, I want everyone to want it the same. I understand that most peoples' first time is with just one other person. The idea feels exciting, but also overwhelming.