i'm, um, no lie i'm planning on surprising him with tickets to disney world for christmas. just him and me and somewhere good and happy, for the holiday i usually hate the most. it'd be nice.
he'd probably like to meet some of my friends. outside of the baby quoll we kind of adopted together, i mean. and our dog.
i'm not that bad HERE. i was a one-man trainwreck back home. i don't really deserve to be this happy, and i keep waiting for something to bring it all toppling down. i definitely don't deserve the boyfriend i have. it's kind of fucked up, isn't it? that my girlfriend back home died just before i got here, and now i'm with somebody else like she didn't mean a thing?
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Date: 2017-09-26 03:10 am (UTC)he'd probably like to meet some of my friends. outside of the baby quoll we kind of adopted together, i mean. and our dog.
i'm not that bad HERE. i was a one-man trainwreck back home. i don't really deserve to be this happy, and i keep waiting for something to bring it all toppling down. i definitely don't deserve the boyfriend i have. it's kind of fucked up, isn't it? that my girlfriend back home died just before i got here, and now i'm with somebody else like she didn't mean a thing?