i hope things get better enough that one day I don't feel guilty for having fun. that's not what emily would've wanted. when i was dating kara, emily was still in love with me but she stepped aside because kara made me happy. i know i should be trying harder to be okay again.
i think the party was kind of a success even if i feel weird now. i laughed, i played dumb party games with people, i danced. i did good, right? even if i got mopey when i woke up?
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Date: 2017-06-17 01:58 am (UTC)i think the party was kind of a success even if i feel weird now. i laughed, i played dumb party games with people, i danced. i did good, right? even if i got mopey when i woke up?
[He has no frame of reference, here.]